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  • Jul. 9th, 2009 at 6:29 PM
So, this girl and I have known each other for 2 years, but only started dating a few weeks ago. I know she identifies herself as a lesbian, but she asked me out and we had a discussion about whether or not she understood that I am a MAN. SHe said that she did, so I said sure. All the time that we spend together... I don't know she looks at me as if she really adores me. I feel pretty similarly. I never felt like we were "the lesbian and her tranny boyfriend", I just felt like we were us... until now. The other day, I said to her, "I'm thinking about try to get on testosterone. How do you feel about that." I admit that it was kind of a lie because I'm not just thinking about it, I've been trying really hard to get it for almost a year now. She said "Why should it make any difference to me?" and I was pretty ok with that answer. But then today, we were talking about Max from the L-word and I said, jokingly, "haha, that's me in a few months." I have to admit that this was also a small lie because it's not so much as a few months as... I little less than a month. She responded with surprise and wanted to know "what changes" she would expect. Now, I know my effects of T pretty well, but... I guess I have two questions:

1) Has any one else here ever been in a relationship with some one whose sexual identity doesn't exactly match your gender so much as your sex? If so, should I be worried? I feel worried... I like... her

2) What are some effects of T that I really really need to remember to say when we have our conversation? Are there any that you've accidently scared any on with? I don't want to... surprise her too much.

Help appreciated... >.>

-James

Hello everyone

  • Jul. 9th, 2009 at 5:34 PM


I've looked around the past couple of days on here, and I decided to make an introduction.

Name's Dominick, how 'ya do? I'm just under 20, and I am a FTM. I used to live in Oklahoma, but due to home situation I moved to Bangor, Maine (on my own at the start. I managed to find several great people to share rent in an apartment).

I'm still frustrated at my current state in transition, which has stalled due to financial reasons. I am in therapy, have been diagnosed with GID, and now I am stuck. Money, money, money, everyone wants money that I do not have to give.

Aside from that, I am a bit of a bibliophile, I like bowling, billiards, art, Galaga, and Sherlockiana.

I hope to talk to some of you guys, gals, in-betweens and off-the-charts soon!

Hi everyone.  I've been needing to do this for a while, so here I am.  This will be an introductory post in part - my thoughts, doubts, and questions will follow.

You may call me Kat - I am 23 years old and have been transitioning from male to female for the past four years or so.  I've been on hormones for a bit over two.  I have not had surgery done, nor do I, in the foreseeable future, intend to have it done.

All throughout my transition I have had doubts, and recent events have only magnified them.  I need to get this stuff off my chest or I will not be able to have any sort of peace.

So with the introduction basically out of the way, allow me to get to the heart of the matter.... Read more... )

this is just for my own benefit. these are some things Thaddeus has said on myspace recently. i'm hoping it's just a cry for help and that he's not going to go so far as to try to kill himself. :(

Thad is done trying to live a lie.

Thad knows that all life must end in death and now knows all love ends in sorrow.

Thad accepts that this is a moment in his life that all future recollections will be referenced to. Before this or after.

Thad needs to learn to trust again.

Thad wishes his life was simple again.

Thad wonders why like lasts so damn long.

Hello from sunny North Carolina!

  • Jul. 9th, 2009 at 3:33 AM
Hi!  I've been lurking in the community for a long time now, the better part of a year now for sure.  I don't know that I've ever said anything, but I decided all of a sudden-like that I would post!

My chosen name is "Mina," with a middle name largely up in the air (I want my parents to have a say in it for sentimental reasons).  I'm 22, and have technically started transition, though have made next to no progress.  Currently attending school, etc etc.

This community has seemed friendly and very helpful while I've been a spectator, so even for the little I will probably participate from here on out, I hope we will get along!

BiSQUE: art365, part 247

  • Jul. 9th, 2009 at 1:13 AM




BiSQUE 247/365 United States of McDonald's. $200

United States of McDonald's.

this one took for. ev. er. the stripes are made of collaged bar codes. seriously, i lost count of the hours.

will probably continue to bring out the big guns for the next couple days. the show starts in a little less than forty two hours. here goes nothing something...

BiSQUE: art365, part 246

  • Jul. 8th, 2009 at 11:56 PM
BiSQUE 246/365 stamp out the government. $100

stamp out the government.

sorry, this is probably fucking up your friends page.

Usually I don't blog my facebook status

  • Jul. 8th, 2009 at 10:06 PM
but this one is different ...

Early evening, I was riding 65mph on my Honda Helix on the expressway and realized I was singing, "Up a steep and very narrow stairway. To the voice like a metronome.
Up a steep and very narrow stairway. ..." from A Chorus Line. Yeah ... I'm bad like that.

...on the soiled snow underfoot, said she didn't ACTUALLY know but that Mary Jane didn't have to worry much about getting one." ~Uncle Wiggily in Connecticut

it's funny to me to hear that Michael Jackson's music is selling like hot cakes again.

in the two weeks before he died, i had at least two songs (Dirty Diana and Man in the Mirror) listed as my current music here on lj. and those are just two songs that were playing while i updated on here. his music has been a constant in my life. when he and Janet did Scream, that was my cut. i used to tear up the eighth grade dance floor on that one.

in summation, people are kinda lame.

Hello! I am after a decent nose job (mine is large, fifteen-times broken and way off to the right) and a tracheal shave in the UK. I'd prefer not to look like the late Mr Jackson, nor to have my voice ruined. But I am shocked by the estimate I received yesterday.

Hesham Saleh and Guri Sandhu work together and apparently do a very good job of rhinoplasties and tracheal shaves. I phoned up their secretary and now sort of wish I hadn’t.

The cost of the consultation is £200 each. The tracheal shave will cost £900. The rhinoplasty will cost between £1,500 and £3,000 (I will know at the consultation). The anaesthetist will cost £450. And the facilities at Charing Cross will cost between £3,000 and £3,700.

That means at the best, both operations will cost me £6,250. And at worst they will cost me £8,450. Even if I ditch the nose and go for the Adam’s apple, that’ll be between £4,550 and £5,250.

Does anyone have experience of good ops at beter prices?

BiSQUE: art365, part 245

  • Jul. 7th, 2009 at 11:59 PM




BiSQUE 245/365 trophy before. #4BiSQUE 245/365 trophy after. #4

you went gay for pay.

ran out of time tonight. sorry it's a lame ass trophy re-write.

the "before" trophy reads: F.O.B. GO-KART RACE OCTOBER 29, 2005 HEAT 2.

...a little about everything." ~Blaise Pascal

John Mayer? really?

EDIT @ 2:33 p.m.: how 'bout a little "We Are The World" featuring MJ's kids to rip your damn heart out. :(

EDIT @ end: Paris speaking and Aunt Janet hugging her as hard as possible and running her off stage...ugh. i cried. sue me.

BiSQUE: art365, part 244

  • Jul. 6th, 2009 at 11:50 PM
BiSQUE 244/365 Duck Hunt duck. $8

Duck Hunt duck.

spent two hours hanging art tonight. almost completely finished though, so...yay! room for a few more pieces, so i've got some difficult decisions to make.
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00:00 - 24:00 - I Survived A Japanese Game Show Episode 3!
24:00 - 40:12 - 4th Of July
40:12 - 48:08 - Buck Quit His Job
48:08 - 1:05:46 - Michael Jackson / Sarah Palin

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Jul. 6th, 2009

  • 6:09 PM
You know what they say about bad sex, like bad pizza, is still pretty good? Yeah...they were fucking lying.

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